about the girl

My name is Sasha and I'm a 21 year old girl from middle of nowheresville Oklahoma. I live fifteen minutes away from the kansas border and a hour and a half from the panhandle. I call Kansas City my home though. I miss it. I live with my parents, my little sister and my boyfriend. I'm hoping to move out soon into our own place. I work part time (but I'd be considered full time elsewhere) at wal-mart as a cashier and I hate every minute of it. I am a whore for new music, new bands, and anything odd. I am currently spinning Angelspit, KMFDM and Saosin. I am a laugh a minute, an adrenaline junkie. I love dancing around in my underwear to rap music, headbanging at rock concerts and raving at raves. I listen to everything except country and ICP musicwise. If I haven't heard of it, it doesn't exist. I have many friends who would lay their lives down for me, take a bullet for me, I have a ton more I would do anything to make them happy and do the same for, I have many who are jealous but you know, the haters don't mean nothing to me. I am someone important and if my name is in your mouth, I know I've left my mark. I'm egotistical, snarky, bitchy, a cunt, but I can also be a sweetheart, a good friend, a good listener, someone you can come to with anything. I hold secrets well, I keep everything I hear to myself unless told to do otherwise. I am a hardworker, a daughter, a friend, a sister, a girlfriend. I am amazing. I am full figured. I am strong on the inside.


I am taken by Chantry Hair as of 01.25.09. He makes my world go round, makes the rainy days sunny, makes me feel like I am a Queen. He completes and is my peace of mind, my home, my center. He makes me feel as if I am the only girl in his sky of stars. and I would be lost without him. He means a lot to me and I to him. I found him at a party and I swear it was love at first sight. We used to do the distance thing as he is from a small town near Ardmore, OK (it's at the bottom of the state) and had to go get him but I moved him up here four months ago and it's been bliss ever since. I sleep wonderfully now. ^.^ I love everything about him and he feels the same about me.


I've been making graphics since I was 10 years old. I coded my first website at the age of 11 and got paid some major bucks for it. I started in paint, worked my way up to picture it! and am now working in Animation Shop 3, Image ready CS2 and Photoshop CS2. This is my escape when I don't want to think about things and I enjoy doing it. I code with notepad and use nothing else.


When not glued to a computer, I can be found with my nose in a book, headphones on my ears, at the park, driving around town and the backroads of my small town with the windows down, music blasting and wind in my hair. I also make a few trips to Kansas City for concerts and things. I spend a lot of time at the park enjoying the nice weather and watching the clouds roll by. If I'm not outdoors I'm in the kitchen cooking as it's another past time I love to do. ^.^ I can cook a mean pot of Fettuccine Alfredo and I make bomb Baked Ziti.


There are two things I am passionate about and would lay my life down for. One being gay rights and the other being music. I believe everyone should be treated equal and no one should hold who a person loves over someones head based on religious standpoints or views and that everyone deserves equality for it. Music is my second. I live it, I breathe it, and I cannot stand quiet. I always have a song stuck in my head, something blaring in my room, blaring at me in the car or some other form of music. I play flute, I can try to play guitar but it ends up turning out worse than I had planned and I am always known to have headphones and some form of music attached. It is my life.


I am an open book. I share everything and if asked I will tell it to you straight. I do not hide behind false pretenses. I am me. I do not change for anyone. I am a girl living in a not so fair world where everyone has to be a thin thing and I am trying to prove you do not need to be skinny to be beautiful. I'm going to break the mold. I am beautiful, I am pretty, I am okay in my own skin. I am amazing.


-Sasha-